Today was almost horrible. The only reason it was completely crappy is because I got to make some new songs... or at least work on new songs. Writing is so relaxing.
I am doing schoolwork right now, since VOX is tomorrow, I need to have it done. If I don't go, the worship team is gonna have some trouble. They have a hard time playing without the "acoustic-girl". ha. Nah, they could play good without me. They just have trouble knowing where they are. But, anyway, homework sucks so bad. Especially when you're behind by a week in math and language.
Yeah, enough of the complaints. I know God has my back. So, it's good.
I've been thinking a lot lately about what God has instore for me... You know, questioning the possibilities of love, my wannabe career, and other stuff. I talked to Vanessa about both on Tuesday night, when we were welcoming the new kids coming to the Vox. I think God has been showing me that I may be ready to persue a relationship... not totally sure, but, yeah... I have my reasons for thinking that. And as for my "career", I think He might be telling me that He doesn't want me singing in Worship Team, or in the band... It's not because of my voice, people actually like my voice... don't really know why, but.. yeah. I like to sing... so it's kind of depressing. But, again, I don't know this. I'm just guessing. Cause, I prayed about it (about both), and so far I haven't been offered to sing in the worship team. Well, Jeremy suggested that I should, but he's gone now, and no one else has really taken it seriously. So I am, again, guessing.
Here is a moment of praise. Brought to you by Psalms:
"O Lord, what is man that you care for him, the son of man that you think of him? Man is like a breath; his days are like a fleeting shadow."
- Psalms chapter one hundred fourty-four, verses three through four.